This few days, i am rather emo.. I realised, all this while, i always says i have a dream.. i have a goal.. But wad have i achieved so far, to proved that i am nearing my goal? I realised, its nothing... Two years, its been 2 years since o level.. Time pass so fast.. So fast that i have been left behinh, stagnant in this mess for 2 years.. Many things have occurred, many lessons learnt, but i am still the same.. The stubborn-headed me is still here, right at the spot where i left my secondary school.. Haiz..

Next, my church has sent me a letter... To welcome me back.. I guess its pretty welcoming.. But, the thing is, my parents have never allowed me to be a Christian?! I sneaked to church.. I dun go as and when i wan to?! But who will understand? I dun meant to skipped church, i dont... Do i defy my parents and go church? I guess no one understand this, unless u reali experienced it... So this letter, has kind of caused me pretty much disturbance.. And i had to lied about evrything... Damn, i feel so crapped now...

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

When i see my Dear studying so hard for exam, when i see my fren trying to grab hold of an opportunity to earn money for his school fees, when i see some fren of mine, managed to wake up early in the morning to do gym, in order to maintain his fitness...
Then... i look at myself...
What have i done? Nthing significant... Haiz..
I reali wonder how my future will be? =(
Regrets are words within my mind now... So many of them... Haiz...

Well, Dear... JIAYOU for ur prelims k? i know u can do it=D U r the smartest, so dun be so stressed k? Hehe.. Take care and honey dreams????!!!!! Hehe.. Nite Nite.=D

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