HI dear... First of all, all the best for ur coming A's... Must work hard k? Jiayou!=D


Haiz... This hols seriously has been my reflections hols... Every night, i keep thinking of all this things that has occurred around me.. And, it has left me with great regrets...

First of all, is Ping.. I dunno why, but it seems that Ping has changed.. No longer the nice Ping i met.. i wanted to explain to Ping, but it doesnt seems to works already.. HAiz.. In the end, i decided to avoid seeing Ping.. I dun wish to hurt Ping, or get hurt... Recently, i went for a camp, jus nice is with Ping.. But everything has change.. I totally got no words to say to Ping.. So in the end, i left the camp after the first day... That night, i reali reali dunno wad to say... I kept recalling about those times, when our frenship is still... Haiz.. I know i shouldnt do this, i know Ping cries easily, but do u know, other then my dear, u r the second one whom i shed tears? Do u know? DO U KNOW? How i wish everything can be lik before... But its impossible now, i guess...

The second thing i regretted, was giving up my Jc life... Damn.. I shouldnt have listened to some people... No, its has onli me to be blamed.. For stupidly giving up my Jc life at the 8th months of my JC... Shyt shyt shyt shyt.. I reali reali regretted.. I finalli realised, i have been stupid enough to waste one year of my life, no in fact its 2 years now.. =(

But nthing gonna change... There is no turning back.. I jus haf to packed up my mixed feelings..
I jus haf to pray, that this path that i have chosen, is what the lord has been planning for me.. I shall live the most out of it..
AND most importantly..

I shall treasure my dear, u treat me the best=D and i will never forget euuuuuu=D

Have a great night k? sweet dreams and take care=D cya in lala land=D

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Hey dear.. I cant blog much nowaday.... Was reali packed with my activities... Srry=( but once the school starts, i will have more time! Well, jus to let u know, nowadays, i have been training on my pool.. Reali very very hard=D And tks for ur encouragements, it reali helps alot=D Oh.. A level is coming, so do work hard k? I will be supporting u all the time, any troubles, any stress, my phone is available for u=D SO cheers!! Hehe...

Take care dear, and honey dreams=D Missing u, Arrggg=D

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