Time flies... We are now approaching the end of the November year 2009.

Many things has changed, everyone has moved on with their life. Tks god , i have such a great girl who appears in my life....

However, we, human, has things that can never be learn finished.. Right now.. i am training to be mroe mature in everything that i do.. In terms of relationship...
I am learning, how not to be jealous that easily... Hmmx...

Its kind of killing me, especially when i do not have enough slp and ..... haiz...
But nevertheless, my trust and faith for my dear is always there. So no doubt, after awhile, everything will be all gone.. I mean for all human, there will sure be a tinge of jealousness when things doesnt approach the way u wan right?

Sometimes, i am afraid to say out my inside feeling.. I fear that this will be my life partner unhappy. BUt this will mean that i am unhappy. Aiya.. i not sure what to do right now. So i will just keep praying, see that everything will become a lesson for me.. Of course, i hope that the price will not be too expensive!

Sometimes, when i love someone so much, i gave it all that i have, i always do not reali get what i deserve.. So i am afraid that this barrier within me will always be there.. Haiz...

God.. help help help me....

I love my Dear CHIA LING, i wan her only in my life.. PLease allow me to grow up, and have a correct thinking of what i shud do...

Dear i love u! I love u and only u only!

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