Damn... Life has been lifeless for me... Seriously, its lik meaningless.. Everyday, i jus forgo everything.. Jus forcing myself to concentrate on pool to avoid stupid thoughts... But last night, i reali couldnt stand it.. I, got the urge, to msg u.. Asking if there is still possibility.. But in the end,the msg ended in my draft again..

I cant believe i have actuali come to such circumstances, unknowingly, that i have numb myself with pool... Everyday, at least 4 hrs of pool...

I miss u.. I miss u.. I want u back in my arms.. Tearx are jus part of my life... Pool are jus something in which i numb myself with, u are always in my mind every single second..

I hate this feeling.. I hate it.. Darn...

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