Dear, dear, dear, dear,dear,dear... Wow... Its been a long time since i have been calling u dear happily.. Tks... U know something? Last night is the first night where i reali slpt peacefully.. I was reali reali exhuasted, when i finalli gets everything out of my mind, i jus slpt and slpt.. Tks dear..

How have u been? Ur msg mentioned that u werent too gud.. Maybe u can share with me when the time is ripe.. Reali hope that u will not cry in future.. Reali hope that there aint any more obstacles in the near future, at least till ur A's is over..

Recently, i watched the movie, money not enough 2.. The show is about this grandma, she was being treated as a burden.. Her three sons dont want to take care of her, and they sent her to old folks home... She was very very very sad. But she live strong.. But when she realised that her survival will caused her grand daughter to die, she remove her oxygen mask herself and suicided.. This part is very very touching.. It made me drop tears in the cinema.. I tried to stop myself from being so weak.. But the tears kept streaming down.. Yes..I cried.. But i cry not beause of the show, i cried but because of all this incident that happens all around me.. I realise i was too numb to react.. So when i started crying over some touching scenes, i would not stop crying.. Haz... And my parents concsole me, saying this is onli a show... Haz..

When i see ur msg, i was also rather numb at first.. I dunno how to react, i dunno if this is jus a msg to console me.. BUt after a short nap, i have decided to follow my gut feeling.. I dunno if what i choose to believe is correct.. But lik wad he has said, follow ur guts feeling and u will not have any regrets.. Tks for ur listening ear... U has been a great aid to me.. Tks alot...

Now i shall reali reali focus on my studies.. Its time i start revising this two weeks studies.. Its time i prepare for my coming exams in lik less then 7 days..

Gan batte!! Jiayou in jap..
I love u...
Wishing u all the best in ur studies and coming mock test too.. Take care...

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