Indeed, time is cruel. It will never go back no matter how u beg, u cannot bribe time no matter how rich u are.. So, Me, Watashiwa Alan des, have been defeated by this cruel reality. I prayed for an answer, and i finally got the answer..

It is through a small activity during fellowship, that i have gain such a valuable lesson.. First, we played this game, we are told to write down things that we have regretted inside the piece of paper. Next we have to think of how this has made us yield, made us grow,made us learn from this experience. It is then when i actually thinks about the stuff that i have regretted badly. I have always regret leaving Jc.. But i have never thought of how this benefits me?! But now, i have an answer. So after we did some reflections, we prayed to God, and we crumpled the paper and threw them inside a bin. Leaving those setbacks behind, and bring those lessons learnt with us, and continue the journey that God has paved for us.

Seriously, i am glad that i have learnt my lesson. I have learn that God has made me fall, to be humble. I am srry..

Now, i have decided not to look back, i will live my life afresh. I will start from scratch again.. Yes.. Tks lord..

Oh and to my dear, i am glad for u getting such a great job.. And tks for everything... Tks...

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