Today, i played pool... realised that, my mood can spoil my games.. Totally.. saw someone.. then link link link .. some how link to my euu.. So kinda feel lost... perplexed.. Haiz...

Well.. after which , i managed to study till Now= ) Great achievement for me = ) hehe.. COmpleted icbe homework, and math homework all at one shot= )

This few days, i have realised that, i have never been putting any efforts in my life.. I haven reali put in 25% in my studies.. I haven use my 100% to learn to play pool.. I haven used my 500% to learn to feel wad my heart reali lacks.. I guess, this is why, i am in such a fixed now..

Actuali, i realised, i have been taking each day by granted.. I know, and i want to change.. But it jus seems as if times seems to have always slipped past me..



BUt, Now.. It gonna be different.. This point of time, this diversion.. Will lead me to start putting in my effort.. I am gonna do my best in everything i do.. Reali, those ppl i saw in chingay group m2, reali wakes me up.. They all have aims, they all have their directions, their big ambitions.. Comparing with me, i jus feel guilty.. Always living comfortably under my parents wing for granted..

Tks god, for letting me grow once again.. Reali..

Dear. NItex.. slp tight too.. Take care..

Oh.. and i have came to realise, that wind is indeed very special.. = )

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